My heart is weighed down.
My soul is overwhelmed.
A bright and glorious day,
Now overshadowed with a heavy presence.
Diana, what have I done?
Diana, what has happened?
This is not what it seems!
Still in innocence, still in grace,
Bearing yet a mighty weight.
I cannot see, I cannot tell,
The depth of this troubling well.
Waters clear and calm,
Your purest springs do here belong.
I thought these finest waters,
Would give me an answer.
I gave you my burdens,
I surrendered all,
This is not what I expected.
Broken and open,
Shattered so that I might grow.
I thought this healing would be different.
Where did my security go?
On open waters do I walk,
Closed eyes, clenched fists.
I don't understand why I am here,
I don't understand why this is happening.
Why now, why at this time?
Cannot this wait, this is much too tender.
I don't want to explore that part
Leave it alone, don't disturb my heart.
Can you not see,
I am content behind these walls!
Leave it alone! Why must you
Delve into the innermost parts?
I never asked for this,
I never checked this option.
Yet you do not care.
Why must you love me?
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